THOUGHT.........

Have been just looking back on the past year and its so amazing the things that i have forgotten.The thing that has striked me most is the sheer anger that there is in the world mostly down to the world wars. I'm not a political person in any way but it does sadden me that so many country's are involved in so many wars, resulting in so many injuries and deaths. These deaths seem to affect the young and the innocent either as soldiers or children as the results of the worlds government's sending them to fight wars not knowing why they are there.

Also completely away from this subject it got me thinking how lucky i am as a person to have the greatest thing known to man and that is life itself , the opportunity to breathe, the power to walk and to be able to commumicate with people (that being when my MS allows me). You see one day all this will taken away from me because as a human my life is going to end one day no matter when,what or why.

The only thing i sometimes worry about is the fact that my MS will get so bad that i have to rely on my family and friends to the point were i will feel sad that i need them to do things for me . I know my wife will always be here for me and won't complain even if i do end up a burden to her ,as she has always said she will always look after me, but i really don't want to bring her to a level she might get stressed or feel drained in doing so never mind what affect it might have on my children.


So this brings me back to what i started talking about in the first place , seeing young soldiers and young innocent children in many not just in our own country but world wide and how unfair that they are left sometimes without the help of family,friends and carers. But many are left to live out there life without any support at all. No matter where they are i think to myself is war really fair on the innocents and the poor helpless ones that suffer from it. I am so thankful for the opportunity to breathe life when so many lose theirs through no fault of their own..........