I was with one of my medicals yesterday and we were chatting about how i was and how i was feeling i said alot had changed over the last couple of wks i commented. She was interested to find out what , so at that point i went on to say that i had fallen in by luck really to a new thing to me really something i wasnt looking for to be honest . So i wont bore you with all the things we chatted about ( altougth it didnt bore me ) but it went along the line s of how id found an excellent MS site well a couple really ,and that id met interesting people there that shared my views and seemed to be on the same mind set of myself . I no this might sound abnormal to you but this is the important bit , ive been shying myself away to the fact of having MS for the last 2 yrs although i no what i have and always have been positive about it i just did nt want to interact with people of the same but finding sites with like minded people who are caring an sharing has gave me the strength and balls to do things i would have never done before , ie this for a start not in a million yrs would i have though that i would be writing a blog never mind doing the ultiment biggest no no in my life of posting a pic along with it . I could tell by her words and the expressions on her face that she was very pleased with what ive come to do which to me meant more than any thing to me ,anyway its strange the way things turn out but at this moment in time im very pleased with what i have achieved . Lets just hope things can continue.........